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    Impianku - Didicazli ft. Sleeq

    Wednesday, February 11, 2009

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    IT HAPPENED AGAIN!!!!!!

    WhaT???

    Yea~~ Im TaLking ab0uT e 'BURNING' smeLL...

    I sureLy DO SMELL IT AGAIN IN MY ROOM!!

    Im noT creaTing Tyngs...iT was ard 11pm on Monday!

    Is he der??

    Who syira!?

    Arwah Traz...

    Y m i imagining Tyngz??? BuT HELLO i m reaLLy sure iT happened again....

    Then daT nyTe i cried in moi sLeep again...

    I was Tynking of him.... TRAZ..

    2yrs had pasT...he's sTiLL in moi mind...

    2yrs ago, juz a dae afTer he deparT, in e Train oTw home, i sense a burning smeLL, foLLowed by a burning-smeLLed hands Touching moi cheek...

    I was resTing moi eyes daT Tyme... I was in a REAL shock..wen i QuickLy open moi eyes, i Look 2 moi LefT & righT...

    I was Lyke "WHAT WAS THAT!!!???"

    On moi LefT i rmbr was an office chinese Lady sLeeping....On moi righT was nobody...iT was 11:40pm

    Is he der???

    e dae afTer i ToLd moi frenz abT e incidenT..

    "Yea..he was der...iT sounds siLLy buT im sure he's der...Mungkin de Tk sempaT nk jumpe kau, de dh pergi duLu...& mayb he knows how ur feeLing, he wanTs u 2 noe n feeL daT he's der near u...even he's gone.."

    OMG....afTer 2yrs n iT happened again...

    I rmbr daT yr, 2007, i juz reTurned fm GeyLang, i Logged in 2 msn... & Achik T0Ld me abT Traz goT an accidenT...n was in e ICU s he was 70% burnT!!!! (bTw i sTiLL keep e arTicLe)

    I wanTed 2 foLLow him 2 e HospiTaL buT he said daT i beTTer noT..he knows im weak..im ToTaLLy sad..Achik juz asked me 2 waiT for e news fm him...

    E nexT dae, i've pLanned 2 visiT Traz afTer werk since im werking morning shifT... buT waT a Luck..im on MC n noT feeLing weLL...

    When im resTing in moi room, i received a msg wic says "Guys...Traz juz passed awae.. - BBB"

    IT was June 6Th 2007 bTwn 2-4pm..

    He's g0ne 4eva...

    I ran ouT 2 e haLL n cried "IBU! Kwn shasha yg name de Traz dh meninggaL!!!"

    I reaLLy canT conTrOl my emoTions @ e momenT... I canT heLp moiseLf..

    Memories wif him were pLaying in moi mind..

    I rmbr wen i was in Tamp on Dec 2006, & he's @ his werkpLace, i msged him 2 ask if his free s im bored (kes ponTeng keje!)...he said afTer werk he's free..n wiLL feTch me @ Tamp afTer he wenT home n geT change... WhiLe waiTing, i drop by e pasar mLm n boughT him cempedak goreng.. he came afTer 10minutes of waiting n we head 2 LoT1 2 meeT ouT oTher frenz who r pLaying pooL TabLe...buT Achik was noT der..

    e Laz Tyme we hang ouT ard March 2007..
    ThaT afTernoon, i was ready 2 werk wen he msged me, asking me ouT..buT i ToLd him im werking n wiLL end @ 11pm...n he sTiLL wanTs 2 n said wiLL feTch me LaTer....DaT nyTe we hang ouT TiLL 1am++... He feTched me @ somerseT den we head 2 LoT1 McD n unforTunaTeLy iT wass cLosed!! He doesnT waNT 2 senT me home yeT... SO i decided 2 juz hang ouT @ K0piTiam Sunshine Place..we aTe ice cream...Der i shared moi prob(afTer breaking up wif bacoL)...he gave me advises n e sTrengTh....He waLked me 2 moi void deck...I feLT very LosT...s if he's Leaving...i waTched him go, TiLL he crossed e r0ad 2 his bike...beraT sekaLi haTi aku mase 2 nk baLek...

    & TruLLy enuf, afTer 3mThs LaTer, he LefT 4eva...

    His LosT reaLLy gave me a BIG impacT daT TiLL now, even afTer 2yrs, i sTiLL canT beLieve daT he's gone 4eva..

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